很久以前，我记得生气的时候，总喜欢往外面跑。那时候总是会在十一点以后，街上的灯都熄灭了，只身下零落的光点。那时候，生活在一个夜晚充满霓虹的美丽城市。后来，慢慢的，长大的。事情也越来越不能理所当然了。渐渐的发觉已经没有必要再跑到外面去了。为什么？因为家里也是一样的，没有人，没有灯光，一个人躺在两个人躺的床上，张开双手，凭借着那一点点人类对黑暗的感应能力，我努力仰望着天花板。外面的世界，只有我一个人，家里？早也已经是我一个人而已了。生活有点枯燥，有点乏味。一天对着电脑，打字，飞快的打，不记得写了些什么内容。有时候为了等一通电话，可以花上十几个小时。偶尔，和家里的小熊，乌龟说话。慢慢的，会开始跟自己说话，跟没有接通的电话说话。呵，自闭症，还是忧郁症？不知道什么原因收到一封信，里面什么内容也没有，只有哥哥的一张照片。总是会在这种时候，无意或有意的想起到哥哥。想起以前每天一朵的白玫瑰，和那个叫毛毛的人。
2007年5月1日 星期二
I can find nobody anywhere
很久以前，我记得生气的时候，总喜欢往外面跑。那时候总是会在十一点以后，街上的灯都熄灭了，只身下零落的光点。那时候，生活在一个夜晚充满霓虹的美丽城市。后来，慢慢的，长大的。事情也越来越不能理所当然了。渐渐的发觉已经没有必要再跑到外面去了。为什么？因为家里也是一样的，没有人，没有灯光，一个人躺在两个人躺的床上，张开双手，凭借着那一点点人类对黑暗的感应能力，我努力仰望着天花板。外面的世界，只有我一个人，家里？早也已经是我一个人而已了。生活有点枯燥，有点乏味。一天对着电脑，打字，飞快的打，不记得写了些什么内容。有时候为了等一通电话，可以花上十几个小时。偶尔，和家里的小熊，乌龟说话。慢慢的，会开始跟自己说话，跟没有接通的电话说话。呵，自闭症，还是忧郁症？不知道什么原因收到一封信，里面什么内容也没有，只有哥哥的一张照片。总是会在这种时候，无意或有意的想起到哥哥。想起以前每天一朵的白玫瑰，和那个叫毛毛的人。
2007年4月26日 星期四
The relationship between Einstein ,Mike, and Me
M=Mike
and I=Me
because M=Me
so Mike&Me=M&M
and we can also called this blog
that means M&M chocolate
here, we got the anserd......
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在爱老先生的帮助下，我们终于找到了自己的组织
◎M&M巧克力梦工厂◎
2007年4月25日 星期三
Better tomorrow Better life
●○fastidium vacuity love movie move○●
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It is a really long time that I haven't wrote any diary on my space. Not sure what can I talk about, the grammar become worse & worse. Yesterday, I just register a google personal web, it was complicated. Living alone, the friends here dose not really help about this. The only reason is because Mike is not here. He go back to China last week, and told me he would come back on the week after next week. The time is rolling around so slowly, I have never believed that one day is like a year since now.
Dad is gonna have a meeting in Washington D.C on May, so I will be in there for three days. Just check out a travel guide from the old and boring St louis main library. I do not like it's web and the member card. They looks so cheep.
I did not cook a lot in those weeks, because mike is not here. For me, is so danger to going out side. You know, I am living in downtown. The building is great, the view is so beautiful, just the location . Eylin asked me to work with her as a casher, I tried if for one day and do it so well, but the owner ask me to work at night, and I quit the job as soon as next morning when I waked up. Even though, I can still get forty dollars back. This is not the first time that I made money by myself, not that exciting. But, Eylin looks sed when I told her about that.
Tomorrow will be a better day, every thing is become better and better.
Dad is gonna have a meeting in Washington D.C on May, so I will be in there for three days. Just check out a travel guide from the old and boring St louis main library. I do not like it's web and the member card. They looks so cheep.
I did not cook a lot in those weeks, because mike is not here. For me, is so danger to going out side. You know, I am living in downtown. The building is great, the view is so beautiful, just the location . Eylin asked me to work with her as a casher, I tried if for one day and do it so well, but the owner ask me to work at night, and I quit the job as soon as next morning when I waked up. Even though, I can still get forty dollars back. This is not the first time that I made money by myself, not that exciting. But, Eylin looks sed when I told her about that.
Tomorrow will be a better day, every thing is become better and better.
K.C
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